do you see how that faint customer-greeting smile just melts from Castiel’s face at the sight of Dean
because Dean kicked him out with no explanation whatsoever because Dean only showed up to see him once he called with a case because Dean told him he sucked as a hunter because Dean told him once, a long time ago, that without his powers he’s just a “baby in a trenchcoat” because, god help him, he still loves Dean so much it hurts
hahaha hahahahahahHAHAHAHAHA i’m going to cry a lot
I HAVE REBLOGGED THIS MULTIPLE TIMES WITH DIFFERENT COMMENTS BUT THIS ONE HURTS THE BEST
Jensen and Misha are horriblely fcking awesome humans!
Sam is like ‘Fine. I dont want to look at you anyways, jerk.’
you can practically hear dean’s thought process in that top panel. xD
“i always forget how good-looking this guy is when he’s not around. man. look at him. should probably be paying attention to what sam is saying but damn. his eyes are ridiculous. would i tap that?”
You know in all the great movies? When the best friend finally tells the girl what the audience has always known, that he’s been in love with her all along? I can’t let you do this. It can’t go on any longer. I can’t sit here and watch you fall in love with somebody else when I’m already so in love with you. This is that moment, and Cas knows it. All along he’s felt it too, but he’s been waiting. Waiting for the go-ahead, to open the floodgates, and let the love that has been there all along pour out. It’s the pinnacle moment in a love story, when finally, finally, everyone admits it out loud. But, although Cas might be ready, Dean is not. As Dean looks at Cas his reserve begins to crumble, and Dean knows he could never ask for so much, for someone to love him unconditionally when he will never deserve it. So he backtracks, shakes off the “chick-flick” moment, and puts his walls up once again. The moment is gone, and it’s a sucker-punch to the gut for Cas. One day Cas will say it, though. When the time is right. But for now he can only look away and hope that his thoughts are loud enough to be heard: Dean Winchester, you’ll always deserve to be loved.
#YES THOUGH #CAS LOOKS SO FUCKNG HOPEFUL WHEN DEAN SAYS THAT #LIKE HE’S JUST WAITING FOR DEAN TO SAY ‘I CAN’T DO THIS’ #’I CAN’T LET YOU GO ON A DATE WITH SOMEONE ELSE’ #’I CAN’T LET YOU WALK AWAY FROM ME WHEN I LOVE YOU THIS MUCH’ #BUT HE CHICKENS OUT AND MAKES SOME JOKE AND CAS LOOKS LIKE HE CAN’T BELIEVE HE LET HIMSELF HOPE #AND I WILL CRY ABOUT IT FOR THE NEXT 500 MILLION YEARS #destiel #9x06
The one time Castiel lied to Dean. And the two times he didn’t. ♥
This is the first time I analyze this gif set and the one to the left really breaks my heart. We know Dean had spent a year with Lisa and had completely retired from the hunting life. So although Cas saw Dean and even went to him for help, he didn’t want to bother him because he thought Dean was happy like that. Dean, who had not prayed to Cas anymore, who had not called him at all, who had decided to live as a civilian, did not need Castiel, was happy without Cas. OR SO CAS THOUGHT. Therefore, the first time Dean prayed to Cas in months, MONTHS, because he needed help, Cas was bitter. Of course he came because Dean called, but he didn’t need Dean to know that. He didn’t want Dean to know that he was always waiting for the moment when Dean would call him again. So what if Sam called? Dean was not calling. Dean had to be the one to call, so when he finally did, Cas went to him as soon as he called BUT tried to hide his desperation to be with him again and that’s how we got the: “You think I came because you called?” OH CAS YOU FELL SO HARD FOR THIS HUMAN!