hollymotherofsin:

dudewheresmypie:

You know in all the great movies? When the best friend finally tells the girl what the audience has always known, that he’s been in love with her all along? I can’t let you do this. It can’t go on any longer. I can’t sit here and watch you fall in love with somebody else when I’m already so in love with you. This is that moment, and Cas knows it.  All along he’s felt it too, but he’s been waiting.  Waiting for the go-ahead, to open the floodgates, and let the love that has been there all along pour out. It’s the pinnacle moment in a love story, when finally, finally, everyone admits it out loud.  But, although Cas might be ready, Dean is not. As Dean looks at Cas his reserve begins to crumble, and Dean knows he could never ask for so much, for someone to love him unconditionally when he will never deserve it.  So he backtracks, shakes off the “chick-flick” moment, and puts his walls up once again.  The moment is gone, and it’s a sucker-punch to the gut for Cas. One day Cas will say it, though. When the time is right. But for now he can only look away and hope that his thoughts are loud enough to be heard: Dean Winchester, you’ll always deserve to be loved.

#YES THOUGH #CAS LOOKS SO FUCKNG HOPEFUL WHEN DEAN SAYS THAT #LIKE HE’S JUST WAITING FOR DEAN TO SAY ‘I CAN’T DO THIS’ #’I CAN’T LET YOU GO ON A DATE WITH SOMEONE ELSE’ #’I CAN’T LET YOU WALK AWAY FROM ME WHEN I LOVE YOU THIS MUCH’ #BUT HE CHICKENS OUT AND MAKES SOME JOKE AND CAS LOOKS LIKE HE CAN’T BELIEVE HE LET HIMSELF HOPE #AND I WILL CRY ABOUT IT FOR THE NEXT 500 MILLION YEARS #destiel #9x06